my cousin, i love her so much <3

is it wrong to want a home, a place to lay my head .. a place to call my own?

To look at everyone and see they have a home with a family, that’s what i envy. they took everything away from us, finally after so many times the break ins finally wore us down.. i just want security. i just want comfort.

Ryan Dixon, your the boy i can always trust, your like my big brother, someone to protect me, someone that always has my back, the only guy that i know back and front and that knows me so well, it scares me. i know i can always go to you. i know whatever i say you wont judge me. you mean so much to me, you let me be myself, you allow me to just be comfortable with myself. i love you.

Adrian, we were friends, we finally dated, we stayed friends. although it didn’t stay the way i thought it would, we went our separate ways i still think about you and how much you’ve helped me. to teach me to be myself, keep myself at top, and somethings you taught me that i saw were opposite. no matter what happens i know your the guy that will always be my go to guy friend. i can talk to you about anything and you know just what to say to me. i did have a time where i was falling for you, now its a friendship i can not loose. i care about you but in a different way, but i can never loose you. <3

Jonathon, boyyy my little man. the boy i knew when he was young and had his dark time, i get to see him turn into the man that will treat a girl good, be a gentleman and be the guy i would want to see my son grow up to be. your my little brother, i dont want to see you hurt and i cant see my life with out a friend like you. you know what to say to make people laugh, you light up a room, and you definitely know how to have fun . i love you

Ian, my best friendd, my twin brother, you boy make me smile no matter what, you have been there for me since 6th grade.. thats 7 yrs, i trust you with my life, i love you so much and i know you’ll go far, you have my word i’ll always be there for you cheering you on, supporting whatever decision you decide, you let me see what success should be, what hard work does, and what true passion is. you will always have my heart, i love you boyyyy. <3

family isn’t only blood..

the people that aren’t blood that i call my family have been with me thru everything and we have had the best times..

Shannon: my best friend.. not just that but my twin.. the girl who has done so much for me i dont know where i would be without you. you have done everything that a best friend has to and i love you so much. thank you for all that you do, everyday. we may have our fights but girl i’d be a wreck if i lost you. you allow me to be myself, you let me cry when i need you, you let me scream at you and get it all out at walgreens over something so small but set me off. you let me stay at your house when i dont have a home to go too.. your family took me in and im so blessed to have you guys. you mean the absolute world to me. i cant thank you enough. i hope you know you can always call me, ill always be there at a drop of a hat for you. no matter what. im always there for you. i love you.

Chelsea: We have had our ups and downs, you have stuck by me always and never once got mad at my decisions. I have been there for you no matter what and will always be there for you. it seems we grow apart but no matter what happens know your the friend that i cant disappoint, the girl ive always looked up to. the one i could never hurt. No matter what i love you and even though its hard for me to open up to you, know its not because i cant tell you things but because your thought of me is probably the most important in my life, i cant loose you, i love you.

KAYLA: kaybay is my girl. my ride or die chick, my best friend, my little sister. no matter what goes down your the girl i can always call. you are the girl i can act like a fool around, i love you so much and we’ve been friends for only a short time but it feels so much longer. always know no matter what goes down you won’t loose me <3

Morgan: “okay den, plato sentence”.. this chick, this girl right here, yeah you make me crazy, we aren’t as close as i know we’ll be after PCB but your crazy and i love you. after the fight in PCB and i sat down and talked to you , i think i realized i can’t see myself not being friends with you. i love you so much and know that if anything ever goes wrong that i’ll always be here for you . <3

my boyfriend, although we have our fights and i feel like i cant do much to make him think hes amazing, im with him until he wants me to go.. the sweetest guy ive met, the type of guy who wont let me spend money on him, who holds the door for me, who asks for a kiss instead of taking one, this is the guy ive been looking for. he may have had a hard past but that just makes him the great guy he is now.. i know you dont think so but for me he is what makes me happy. its not like any other relationship i have had.. we are totally different but some how it clicks. ive heard everyone’s thoughts but to me i need this to see if he’ll stay, if he’ll be what i hope he is. Im not a jealous girl, Im a free spirit, I dont need a man, but to have one as great as you i thank God. You made me smile, you make me happy, you mean so much to me. you give me a chance to re do love. Im here for you , now and forever. Through getting your son back, through other people’s thoughts, nothing matters but what you and i want to make of us. I cant see myself without you by me, your sweet kisses, your blue eyes i can stare into and tell when something is wrong, when your truly happy or when your sad, eyes that make me melt, the way you hug me like you don’t want to let go.. i stay because i see how much of a good guy you are, i see the qualities that my father has that ive wanted in a man, i also see that it will be hard to stay together.. but if this is real i know you’ll stay . <3

To: C.W.M

from: your baby

never  give up on love, without it the world is a cold place

you let girls go wild.. we do it all out . take us on a joy ride.. this is what happens.

no matter what these three girls will always be with me, they know just how to make me feel nothing bad, they know how to make me go crazy.

p.s yes.. we went coning, sonic and mcdonalds will never be the same (;

trying this in PCB with the girls, boyfriend and my bro just makes it funnier

coning.. best fucking idea.

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